
Sometimes I hate my illness
I mean really hate it
I feel as though I’m always canceling plans
Staying indoors
Not doing a lot
I don’t mind a lot of the time
But sometimes I do
I go back and think about how my life would’ve been different
If I didn’t have an illness
Would I have never met some of my friends
Never been really inspired to do something in the world
To make a difference
To start my blog or even art
Understanding stuff at such a young age
But also feeling as though I’m older than I actually am
If I didn’t have cf I probably wouldn’t be so understanding
So forgiving
So responsible
But I will never feel normal
I love to travel but more than half of my luggage is medical supplies
I always have to carry pills on me… everywhere
Sometimes I’m grateful for my disease
Not the physical aspect but the mental stuff
Yes I deal with anxiety and depression
Yes I’m stressed a lot
But I’m also strong
Sometimes I don’t feel like it
But if I wasn’t so strong would I be where I am today?
-A&R
You are strong ❤️
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